what up brothers!!!

2018 is so close to wrapping up and becoming a distant, hard to remember, memory.

i have high hopes for 2019 although, everyone on twitter seems to think that too. is this normal for new years, like i know that people are optimistic but this seems a little extra. With this new year, i feel the need to reset everything. put everything into place, organize, declutter, perfectly so that these things don't become issues that hold me back when trying to move forward.

i just finished organizing my laptop documents and placing everything in the correct easy to find folders! it was great but i'm still not sure if there are millions of other files hiding away in random locations that i accidentally clicked on. I do that a lot, i get tired and just put shit in places i can never remember later.

I plan to go through my camera roll as well, to deep clean. put things in files of events, delete the bad selfies, delete the assignment pics from high school BC WE ALL JUST CHEATED.
while we are on this topic i really think that the Yakima education that i received was basically trash lmao especially math like HUHHHHH??

i remember from my two weeks in Lombardi's class, she wouldn't have the answers to the homework problems because she also couldn't work the problems out herself. at the time i blamed this on her and her lack of organization/time management but am now realizing that she was most likely underpaid and had no motivation or support in helping her make the most out of her curriculum.

I want to transfer??? if that is a possibility? i have been thinking of this sorta crazy idea (but sometimes we must challenge our norm and think outside the box, DREAM BIG) i was thinking that i can attempt to get the best grades that i can and transfer to a different state and get into their engineering programs there. or at least i can apply and see what happens because there is a good chance that UW won't accept me and your bitch MUST keep moving forward BROOS.

i stared my bullet journal and it wasn't that terrible!! I'm excited to get better and learn how to make pleasing spreads that will make me overall more in tune w trends and adulty cool girl stuff. I really need to make a realistic monthly budget and force myself to stick with it because i have been pretty out of control when it comes to money. LIKE HELLO, i have loans and shouldn't be spending like I'm not in a hefty amount of that goooood debt.

also, need to figure out my work schedule with Lauren and making sure that i have some form of income bc really, it is necessary.

like i mentioned before, i think that 2019 will be a year of organization and knowing where i stand in life and in my goals. michelle Obama is the love of my life rn and has really motivated me to keep working hard in the pursuit of higher education.



MAJOR TODO: complete the hardship withdrawal process for AT LEAST fall because my financial aid is depending on it and i'm just acting like i will still get my money on time......




LARGE SIGH.  but i love life, yay hurray sfbwiencoi

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